heart filled reaction to dissatisfaction

it has been close to a week since i felt the heart pain of dissatisfaction of failures. Alhamdulilah (praises to Allah) i finally manage to get over it. and i qoute a philosophy of life just for myself. "i deserve the best of everything.and i'm going to get it." that of course if Allah is willing to. hehe.

i had been on car rides since last week. spending the night outside with my friend driving around in my car and her's. had supper. and explore the night of singapore. and honestly, singapore is really a boring country with a dead nightlife i must say. hahaha. oops. is that a political-indulge statement where u can get arrested for saying that. hwahwahwa.