Maybe He has His reasons to my misery

omg. pain, sadness and yet agony. that is what i am feeling right now. i guess anyone who failed their practical test three times in a row would feel the exact situation i felt. to make the matters worst, i got the same tester (he's not the nice, close two eyes tester) for both my second and third try. how sad. a friend of mine, who took the first practical lesson 4 months earlier than myself have got herself a license and im a friking passenger seating beside her, watching her drive. wow. hahaha. God must be really testing my faith.

people always say " try again, dont ever give up" yeah yeah and it goes on about the amount of money i have spent and not put it to waste blaaaah blaaaah blaaaah. anyone ever spare a thought about the matter God named it "feelings". feelings instilled in ur inner self since born. yes, feelings. tired. sick. of going to the driving centre just to practice for a test that i will not pass. aaaaahhhhhhhhh. i don't know. i just don't know. ):

berhenti berharap. yeahh. berhenti berharap tentang semua yang aku inginkan. kerana ia tidak akan terjadi. haha. it will never happen. unless He is willing. afterall, it is all destined. all i can do now is just laugh. and wear a fake smile and laughter hoping everything will be alright. .... ((: happy may day.

vote. vote. vote for ur goverment. haha. thats why i have been hearing from trucks of political parties campaigning for the upcoming election.

UNDILAH _ _ _ ! fill in the blanks