the road-trip to Johor yesterday was a blast ! that came after a FANTASTIC short getaway to Kuala Lumpur before schooool starts. haha. the 45 minutes Singapore Airline flight was too far too short for a plane ride. but who cares. i got it free anyway. KLIA was not as amazing as i thought it was but it was much better than Singapore. at least we have the freedom of eating. HALAL food are sold almost in every shop. how cooooool is that?!
i shall update the pictures after Linna and Yayah and Kay send me those pictures we snap every step we took in the bustling city of KL. the file was almost complete transfer when suddenly my computer HANG!!!!!!!!! URGH~ that causes the delay of pictures.

schooool has never been fun. there were so many breaks in between but friends made me step in class every other day. haha.

it was just boredom that leads me to blog.
i have run dry of ideas.
im BORED. BORED. and BORED.

i want to buy a PS2. it's just RM499 !
woohoooo

hi again. I am proud to announce that i have did what there is to be done . I did my exams . i did the supplementary exams . i did the Coffee Master Challenge . i got through the Coffee Presentation and finally receivd my black apron . i manage to work my targeted graveyard days . how coooool is that ?

i still have a couple more things up on my sleeves. but i let it to rest for this moment.

i came late for almost the entire shift i worked this week. i came at 530 once and 4.30 the other time. oh hell. i was really tired. i did things really slow. was even commented by the shift manager. yeah yeah i was exhausted. i just do not know why. things were getting hoo-haa for the trip to KL this coming month with a couple of us. urgh! why can't they just let us go?

la la la ~

Febuary 16th to March 21st. that was how loooooong i did not bother to blog. exams were way over and results were released today. haha. i fair alright but worst than ever with the habit of skipping lectures and not attending lab sessions that were completely draggy and boring. time to change. for the better of course.

does anyone ever change for the worst? perhaps not.

Coffee Master. I passed the challenge that was plain dumb but was fruitful afterall. thanks to the many people who have guide me along. MADNESS. i still remember the night before the test they were shooting me with all sorts of questions that left me dumbstruck. haha. I'll sooon be wearing a black apron i guess. it's just an apron. no big deal. (:

Mosiac. amaazing. i fell in love with Jazz. instrumental. there was a local group of musicians. a cello. piano. guitar. and drums. a mixture of instruments that produced beautiful piece of melody. MADNESS. open category soon came after. kids. adults. one by one came up on stage to play a peice they prefer. that if you have the talent to play on them. and that part was super COOLNESS in Mosiac. Esplanade for once i thought was the wonderful place in Singapore. you seldom get to watch live musicians in the street. or by the river. or whatver it is. so that was MAD. simply MADNESS. haha.

and for the record. i have started to purchase and listen to beautiful pieces of music composed by well known musicians from the west. that goes really well with a cup of my favourite hot tea. (:

i miss a couple of my friends. it's funny why i miss someone whom i ever hate. haha. i miss the hang outs and the Alfiah prata sessions. blasting the sounds of radio in my car. but too bad. things can never be the same again. anyhow, i miss the hang outs with my best company of friends.

Lina + Zack + Elly = MADNESSS !! i think i had this mathematical formula before.
i miss you guys like crazy.

Fidude + Elly + Coffee = COOOLNESS !! i had not use this mathematical formula before but oh hell. coffee sessions at night and pouring all problems. you'll definately leave with a Tall or Grande of Starbucks Cup with relief.

i miss the hell of more others. Kendra + Sijia. Starbuckers.

work. work. work and work. thats what i have been doing so far.
lepak. lepak. lepak and more lepak sessions.

it's 6. i need some sleep.
thank you so much for reading.
i see you again?

ohh how great! my precious notebook is with Si Jia for almost a week. i miss my notebook. it is more user friendly than the I-Mac i am using now. geez. haha. exams are drawing near. coffee master challenge is coming soon. coffee presentation is after those 2. i worked straight afternoon shift since tuesday. and graveyards this weekend. madness. i have to make time for my school so i took a week off next week. hahaha.

life has been so wonderful with many many new friends and hang out sessions.
looking forward for the many more.
let's have supper again.

the last time i saw kendra was on new year's eve. and i saw her again yesterday. hahaha. this time in the void deck of a block in simei. hoow awesome. but it still cant beat 271. where the aunties in 7-11 recognise you and chat with you throughout your journey to get 2 bottles of green tea or mabe a pack cigarette. the toilets are near. i almost pee on my pants in simei. hahaha. thank God Vivo city's toilet are not close. i met Emy and Zack after Kendra and we had supper at Al-Amin. cheeeeeeese prata. maddness. hahaha. it was 430 when i got home.

graveyard again today. i cant wait to get my pay. im almost to super broke. haha. i desperately need to revamp my cupboard. haha. desperately. luckily i have a piece of $10 that i saved somewhere in a dictionary. hahaha. at least that could help me get by.

counting down to 7th Febuary: 4 DAYS

i just need to wait 4 days. hahaha.
i miss everyone in schoool except Has.
Has is history. loooking forward for a new present life which is superbly cooooool. and madness.

at least i don't hear KAKAK say this and i should listen to KAKAK and KAKAK said that. well hell to that KAKAK. all she does is bitch around and "advising" crap. all because she's from Polytechnic. HELLLOOOOOO? i think 1 million people have graduated from polytechnic. you are not alonee. i may not be as wise as you. at least i know myself better. don't judge me. u just know me by my name. (: only God have the right to judge me. so shut your blooody mouth and lead your own life.

what an asshole.

this is my blog. i write what i want as long as i do not break the laws. if you are unhappy with my thoughts. just a simple sentence. fuck off and rot in hell. that would be all.

May Allah Bless you.

i had always wanted to shop but i was afraid to spend. hahaha. i have the money but i was afraid i would be left with zero. maybe 2bucks. haha. i spent 40bucks with the gila-s at Ikea Tampines. haha. it ws a minute of pressure. to turn left to zahid's home or right to Ikea.
"Uncle turn right to Ikea pleeease" i said. hahahaha. and yeah thanks to Ikea who robbed me 40bucks from my bank. but i looooove it. hahaha. my rooom is beautiful.

i spent a couple of other days with Zahid and Emy. and 2 days with Fid. haha. i like his jacket from Topman. yeah. TOPMAN. omg. the shop that none of us would visit. apparently this season is beautiful. hahaha. i like~ muji shoes are coming. hahaha. and i got a couple of tee from Fid. his unused tees. thanks to him who robbed me too.

im on spring clean mode. i'd love to clean my rooom now. i'll touch on networking. cause Has's been bugging Zahid on what is she suppose to do. hahahaha. i will email you on the topics that you should be working on. ok?! it won't be last minute. and u wont spent another night working on last minute project. don't worry lah. hahahaha

Has is on study mode. i hope you will succeed in whatever your dreams are. (: one of which i learnt. She's trying to prove to us that she could make it. it's a goood thing but u did it the wrong way. hahaha. and ohh hld on to your brain. you said it's going to burst. hold it. hahaha. and pleeease do not brag if you learn.

"where got i brag. he's just childish to think that way..." you will reply that? hahaha let me explain.

"meekness and modesty are two branches of Iman; and vain talking and embellishing are two branches of hypocrisy." Prophet Muhammad's saaying.

be modest.
humble.
low or inferior in station or quality.

we will all make it someday.............(not by copying)

hooow coooooooool can it get?!

circle of friends are expanding. humongous. hahaha. i have another friend who have passed his Traffic Police Driving Test with 6 points. that is maaadness. haha. i knew you could drive Sallehin. it was the boys day out on a tuesday evening. we catch a movie. we met emy at the Coffee Bean. and it was fun. haha.

but the most cooooolest part of everything should be clearing the air. haha. okk yeah things were really bad between myself and Ruzaini. maybe you could blame on miscommunication. or maybe you could blame it on egos? or maybe it just that we dislike each other. hahaha. but hell. we're coool now. we're friends now. and that should be the way. no grduges. we said our piece on that tuesday itself. and i thank god for that moment.

on top of the cooooooolest part of this wee, it still suck to hear some news. haha. hooot news. reaaaal hoot. hahaha. things can never be the same again. i thought it was bad. but that news made it worst. hahaha. i have never thought you would stab me from my back. i really never thought you could ever do that. hahaha.

it was hell of a time in _____________________________ anyway....
fill it up for me. i bet you know where is it. hahaha. GEEZ.

oh hell yeah. hahaha. geez. every sunday night means no sleep night for us. hahaha. it has been a couple of weeks since we last slept throughout the night. and be late for the first class of the day which is the bloooooooooody Database Management. hell. i'm at ruzaini's home after hajar's and zahid's. we had a little gathering one night in my home once before. that totally suck.

Cranberries Linger suddenly appeared to have a little meaning to it. i have thought that the song was Lullaby that would make us SLEEP. and SNORE. but it meant otherwise.

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn
Don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not that rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything


I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew

its for a friend. geez. maybe im too numb to the attitude. too used to the enviroment.

it never ends.............

She said to me, "Go easy on me."
Won't you tell me what the 3 friends said?
When they came down for you,
Smoked nine till seven,
All the shit that you could find,
But they couldn't escape from you,
Couldn't be free of you,
and now they know there's no way out,
And they've really cool now for what they've done.
They were FRIENDS just trying to have some fun.

Really sorry now, they weren't to know.
They got caught up in your talent show,
With you pernickety little bastards in your fancy dress,
Who just judge each other and try to impress,

Look who's alone now,
It's not me, its not me.
Those three friends,
They've got a semi by the sea
Got to ask yourself the question, where are you now?
Got to ask yourself the question, where are you now?

HAHAHAHAHA. c-h-i-l-d-i-s-h. i think that word came about from someone who has a KIDDY mindset. and that's a whole load of SHIT. childish. aweeeeeeesome. i had a couple of friends who discuss about the Malay society. haha. i could not type in out in words or i'd be charged in court for racist statement though im Malay myself. ops!i should not have type that statement here. i'd never know if someone's gonna be like a fucking kiddy bastard covered with a mask on your head. "HEY TEACHER! HE COPIED DURING EXAMS!!!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Emy and Zahid, pleeeeeeeeeease help to remove the knife stab from my back.
Appreciated.

and hey you, don't play with knives. it's dangerous. didn't that person whom you praised to be ALL-MIGHTY taught you well enough not to play with knives?! Geez. learn more. that hurts. ouch

ohh. i hope this semester would end real sooooooooooooooooooooon. i can't wait to have that someone to fuck offfffffffffffffffffffff! HAHAHAHAHA. i swear to God All Mighty. ahh, only GOD can be praised ALL MIGHTY. you'll be awarded that honor from me. HAHAHAHA

warning:
Siapa makan chili, dialah yang rasa pedas. jaaaaangaaaaaaaaan terasaaaaaa.
i've known of 2 whom already thought i was refering to them. hehe.
one told me personally.
the other had a detour to a friend of mine.
cooooooooooolness.

i solemnly declare schooooool sucks. my grades have just enough air to breathe to live for another semester. my lecturers are loooking for me for many reasons. im struggling in today's presentation. it was last minute. that minute could kill us or save us. thank God for that minute. haha. report is in the process. omg. its all getting haywire. im cooooooooooooooked. damn!

school started at 8 this morning. Three of us that includes Zahid and Hajar, came to school where the carparks were free from cars. the makcik at the malay canteen was especially nice to us. "Adikk, nak makan ape?" omg. that was the first polite sentence that ever came out from her mouth. she usually goes with " NAK APE?!?! CEPAT CEPAT!!" that loses ur bloooody hungry appitete to eat for the moment. but hell. its all because that stall is the solo halal stall in the huge canteen. whaaaaaaaaaat to do? makan sahaja lah.

everybody's changing. haha. zahid has grown into a blooooody sick man. emy's has became an all rounder. my fiingers would tire if i were to type everything out in alphabets. my fellow lysians are reminising about the past. the gooooood old days in schoooool. and we're all in the same boat because we're blooody lysians. we're taughtt to be how we are now. never forget your roooooots people. hahahaha.

friend.
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement.
friends are not shitheads that you cling on to and release it when you feel like it. hahaha

i have seen through you. and i am least bothered with your acts. maybe i should vote you for the PELAKON TERBAIK 2006/2007 in the upcoming REALITY AWARD SHOW that i soon would create in my imagination. you're very goooooooooooooood with PRETENDING of nothing's going on. and a superb reason to support your actions, i do not know. HAHAHA. that rock a thrillion for the award show. im sooo sure you would sooooon be awaarded with the noble award if God permits. just oneeeee fine day. when you have noone around. im sure u'll received that noble award i sent God to specially award it to youu. hahaha. Insyallaaaaaaah. i don't plan your fall. im in no position of doing that. i don't plan to be friends if u don't wish to. i have plenty of other friends. i just hate pretence.

pretenders deserved to die. they don't deserve to live in this world. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

*ellyas is in evil mode*

thanks emy for the crap line that got blooody hoooooooooooooooooked to me .

i just found something in someone just plain weird somedays. haha. pathetic is what i felt. that plays a major part in the character.

rude.
ill-mannered.
ill-bred. lacking in refinement or grace.
crude.
a couple more ridiculous attitude seems hard to type out in this blog.

whaaaat a shithead. talk to me. don't lie to me. don't look into my eyes. don't give me that fucking attitude. if u wish, just FUCK OFF! hahaha. FUCK OFF is what i think u should just do in events like this. hypocrisy is what i hate most. and i have doubts in your words and actions. please do not be selfish. you are not the only human that have feeeeelings. everyone else does too. haha. omg. i'm just lost of words to say. my toungues are tied. i know i've wasted my saliva and breathe talking to you.

WHATEVER is not an offence in Ruzaini's dictionary but it does mean WHAAAAAAAATEVER to me. so i just have to say WHAAAAAATEVER to the kid that is n the entry today.

i've given up on you. do what u wish. hohoho.
selamat tinggal.

new tahun. new stories. new everything. and most importantly new azam. finally the azam is working a little on a couple of us. haha. we have not have a single missing attendance of any module since 2007. i would have print screen my Student Attendance System if i am at home. this computer is pentium 1. they need to upgrade this computer.

new place to sleep too. haha. we have found a very comfortable place for us to sleep in school while waiting for the next class. sometimes we have 2 or 3 hours break and the weather just forced us to sleep. and oh new stories. hot stories. i'm sure it would pop like a bloooooody popcorn if it were to publish in the newspapers.

hate.
the emotion of hate.
a feeling of dislike so strong that it demands action.
Hypocrisy.
act of pretending to have beliefs, virtues and feelings that one does not truly possess.

siapa yang makan chili, dia lah yang rasa pedas! haha. i hate someone who has 2 faces. nice upfront. and fucked up behind. andd ohh ppleease!! hate for a childish reason is just sick. plain retard. that group of human beings are supposed to be classified among the Bizlink. hohoho! retards. childish but smart.

retard: someone bitch about me. but amazingly he bitch to my FRIEND. hohoho. how retard can that be.

childish: someone bitch like a kid. u know during our primary school days. "hey kita tak nak geng awak lah!" HAHAHAHA.

smart: it contradicts with retard. the good thing of bitching about me to my FRIEND is i'll know about it sooooooner or lateeer.

how sick! polytechnic students behaving like a primary school kid. power to the peeople! ((: that excludes kids. anyhow, i have recived my pay. it was so memuaskan lah. shooooooping !! it is time for me to grab new clothes. for the new year and new blooody foolish school friend and the cooolest friends in schooooool.

please do not bitch. or else you end up like the fucking taxi driver. that was hell. a hell brought to earth. i still want to continue with. OH FUCK YOU'RE FUCKING CHILDISH! i'll end here.

you bitch to the wrong person!

it was emy's first day of work after such loooooong holiday. we have waited for her to finish work at Vivo City's Coffee Bean. hohoho.

me + has + zahid + emy = MADNESS !!!!!!!!!!

red eyed insomaniac. 36 hours of living without sleep. the clock goes on ticking till 11.38pm. i jump on bed and close my eyes. eyes wide open when alarm clock burst out loud in the wees of the morning got me cruising down the highway to reach school. i could take a cab but i chose to drive. i am too tired to got up the many buses to school. it got me thinking about the cab fare. surcharge + fare = MADNESS !!!

last 2 nights together with 2 of my friends, Has and Zaini, we wandered around aimlessly at 4am in Downtown east. we had Macdonalds for breakfast. we took a million pictures that would say a thrillion words. www.rascalforever.blogspot.com he upload the pictures on his blog. and the day goes on with cab rides as usual and after school we end up at forum. then to airport to send someone off to Turkey. met irene in Coffee Bean Airport and met my partners in Starbucks. hohoho. it was awesome and madness yet boredom.

i'm having Rapid Application Design class right now. "you need the stream reader to read the entire contect. and of course we have to type the text box right? la la la is equal to the entire content. we use the stream reader DOT!!!!. so ... you move it to ur left hand size. ok? then you close your stream reader. CAN OR NOT??? straight forward right??!" HAHAHA. typical nyonya. la la la ~

........but i still sing glory from my lowest, and i will say peace to the people i meet. while the world waits for an explosion, that instant of light that wipes the slate clean. i thought you were my kin but you're just another thing i have yet to fathom. sighh.

the phitt-s reunite!!

boredom leads the phitt family to Bishan. everyone squeezed in a car. hohoho. i really mean everyone. how coool. ((:

see you phitts in schoool. azam baruu people. hohoho

we are the victims to the impact of those words.

do you have something to tell me? i wonder when will this end. how sad. we used to be the amphit pham. but i realised we have start to judge among ourselves. i let you have the freedom of speech. at the end of the day we know who we really are.

jeng jeng jeng

teruk teruk teruk. aiyah so teruk. but who cares. kita teman teman ada azam yang baru. woohooo. by the way. fuck this teacher who is teaching us Computer lesson. he is FUCKING IRRITATING. nag nag nag and nag over stupid things.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TEMAN TEMAN

these are my teman teman yang mesra di sekolah polytechnic Nanyang in my warm home. they insist on coming to my home. i put on my 3 years old raya clothes to welcome them.

noone was at home when i open my eyes today. sigh. how sad. no maid. no sisters. noone noone else. i end up editing my blogskin. wooohoooooooo ~

schooool rock. after many months. im finally back in class. lecturers this semester rock. cause all of them just have a very bad teaching skills. they need to go back to NIE for more teaching skills classroom lesson. and oh this is such an honor to me.

how about that. 100% full attendance. HAHAHAHA.