kenaaangaaaan TERINDAAAH (yeeeaaahh rigght!)

heloooo. weeek 13 of schoool term is coming to an end. projeects yet after another project to another and many more. and week 15 is the DEADline. oohhh myyy! thaaat's a hassle don't you thinkk so? riiight. many many fun fun lepak with starbuckers. with ex coffee beanies. with schoool mates. annd my kakak finaaallly graduated fron NANYANG POLYTECHNIC.
i shall heed a friend's advice. do one at a time. hehe.

wooorking days get lesser. schooool time gets more. school is the most coooolest moment now. ALHAMDULILAH (praises to Allah) and YAYness for the Cs for 2 common test module. but an F for another. that's a sad fact of life though. oookk. let's look at a different angle. appreciation. friendship. and kindness. that affect some bits of my life. it makes me wonder why we are in denial in some angle. in denial to the conquest to the end of polytechnic. it makes me wonder why are we selfish with knowledge that God has given to us. the knowledge in the pathetic brain isn't yours. it comes from Him. and yet instead of helping each other. you bitch about him/her. it makes me even wonder why some takes friendship to a different level. some for the good. but some for the bad. what is the real definition of friendship. having just 1 friend is the BEST compared to a million? i totalllly agreee. keenaagaaan terindaaah. fix my puzzle if you wish. i'm living in my own bubble. don't burst my bubble pleeaasee.

God will open your eyes one day. i can't wait for the day you be left all alonneee.
i'm trying to be a healthy muslim and LIVE EARTH. save the environment!
love me or hate me. that's who i am. (:

WORRST theme park ride

and soooo the plan was riiiight. i got up just in time to walk a mile to the mosque in thee hooot blistering burning weather. it was MAD MAD MAD weather at mid afternooon. inside the mosque was no difference. i could feeeel the heat with the thousands of other muslim men in there. anndd so i toook a cab to fetch cam and kay and then to faizah's home at Jalan Tenaga annd to Bishan.

i have a word to describe we 4, DUMB! ha-ha. there was a HUGE and GIGANTIC banner hang on the streets of Bishan for the Uncle Rinnggo admission time and fees but we had to PASS it (not realising it was in front of us) cross the interchange (and we had to put ff our cigarettes) walk another 3 miles just to check what time it is open for business. HAHAHA. it was 4 but it is operating 2 hours later. anndd we planned to tuck ourselves in with delicious foood from secret recipe (IT WAS A BAD BAD IDEA) while waiting. laaaaa laaa laaa ~

we sooooon realised how dumb we were after we saw the banner hanging proudly along the streets of Bishan. we spent ALOT for tickets. really lots! hahaha. it freaks the shit of me for the first ride. CHALLENGER. it gonna spin and spin up in the air and i could see the bloooooooooody traffic lights and cars just below me and i feel like im gonnnna bang into or something. ohh fuckk that was scary. it was like 10 storeys high. ohhh GOOOODD. Allah saved us! i could not feeel my butt on the chair. what if the safety gear just screwed up and it means............. HAHAHA

the woooooooorst!!!!!!! SKY RIDER. the aftermath. we almost puked the delicious food from secret receipe's. the world is spiining. faizah kept really mum for that moment. we were trying to walk in a straight line but we can't. DIZZZZY! they din warn us. anndd we flag a cab home.

i did mention not to take a silver cab. we almost got into a fight. urgh. silver cab!!! what a stuuupid cab.
here we are...

Plan number #ONE

ookk. i was working opening. getting up at 7 was the most difficult thing ever. haha. but i managed to reach store on time. just maybee 5 minutes late. i had conversations with Abang Sam regarding the matter. ohh nooooo. i started to freak out.

whaaatever happens, i'd still believe you are innocent till your proven guilty.

Starbucks Sucks

riiiiighht. i officially declare that Starbucks sucks. haha. and so the money went missing ( Lord knows who's hands it went to). i had to refresh my memory on letter writing to write a report. exact time and what was i doing at that specific time when Oreo when to the store room to check on the stocks. haha. experts came to solve the case. the part on someone came to store was heard. bottom line is i hate the management. i just ohhh soooo hate them.

butttttttt if they find out who is the culprit, 'm going to get my hands on him/her. i stayed up the entire thursday just to came down to store to write a report. annddd UHHHHH you bloooody waste my tme. whaaat an inbred!!

i have the intentions to switch jobs.

Happy Tahun Lahiir!

ohhhh panjang umurnya panjang umurnya. laaa laaaaaaaaa ~
the simple birthday bashh was a BLAAAAST! from Fantastic 4 to sheeeshaa and to the many makan sessions. the number games got everyone excited. chilli sauce? YEWW. that was for pooor Yenny who had to slurp up the chilli sauce for 5 seconds. HELL YEAH. chocolate ice cream was smashed right on my cheeks. buttttt Hajar got a free powder rain from me. HAHAHAHA. sweeetest friends. honestly this is my first ever birthday basssh! how awesome!

kay and cam was a coincidence. andd what a smaallll world. they seemed to know each other. HOW COOOL IS THAT.
the little pictures represents how COOOOOOL the paarty was!! birthday wishes floood my inbox. and i got my first gift. shhh. not telling anyone what it is. la laaaaa laaaaaaaa~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

may 28th comes by after another year and it's her birthday again. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. (Fid you finally have a partner that is of the same age as you) haha. someone special. her blessed name is Corina. (: beautiful yet intelligent girl. always speaking up for Islam in whatever situation. her smile and laughter during phone calls reminded me the days we were in the same class back then. she's a friend i'm proud to tell everyone. though a muslim convert, she loves being an alarm clock to text me on every prayer times. constantly remind me of the existence of God. well she's finally 23.

talking about 23. i am an official 1 year old driver with effect from 23rd May. the cooolness part of it is you're no longer a ku-ku. hehe

schoool modules have never been interesting and it got worst in third year. but always looking forward to attend the afternoon class cause waking up in the morning is the biggest dread of the century. that's the worst habit in my character. haha. it's just so difficult. but friends made schooool so much fun. i was reading yenny's blog. and i realised i had the same reason as her to attending school. FRIENDS. though maybe we are outcast by the other half of the class, we still rawks. rawk big time. maybe its time to move on. step by step. Insyallah. we'll succeed one day. one part of her words i disagree. true friends. i don't believe in having too many true friends. maybe just one? or two. that's my opinion and wish not to elaborate.

STARBUCKS. my third home.






when we were in KL. din i told you STARBUCKS A2 rock! i miss Linna!

it has been 4 weeks since schoooooool starts and i've missed only 3 lessons. THAT IS A GREAT ACHIEVEMENT! terrific. and absolute MADNESSS. currently having case study module where the lecturer goes yapping away in the front of the room with many much technologies being used by to only a certain extend of modernity. if you know what i mean. money has been credited to my account but to only a pathetic amount. at least i could start spending since i am not going to Indonesia.

there were misunderstanding and gut feelings that leads to a conclusion. NO NO INDONESIA. not being a national or typical man that thinks of danger before fun. but maybe following your instincts would be great. i have no preference to airlines. i could take Garuda for all i care. i have no preference to many things. so long as i'd reach the land of Indonesia SAFE. that's what i care. oh well its alright dude, someother time when things gets better.

oh i have not yet uploaded the pictures to KL last April but i guess i'll load soon. hahaha. ahh shit lah this lecturer totally removed my thoughts to blog. i need some time off.

the road-trip to Johor yesterday was a blast ! that came after a FANTASTIC short getaway to Kuala Lumpur before schooool starts. haha. the 45 minutes Singapore Airline flight was too far too short for a plane ride. but who cares. i got it free anyway. KLIA was not as amazing as i thought it was but it was much better than Singapore. at least we have the freedom of eating. HALAL food are sold almost in every shop. how cooooool is that?!
i shall update the pictures after Linna and Yayah and Kay send me those pictures we snap every step we took in the bustling city of KL. the file was almost complete transfer when suddenly my computer HANG!!!!!!!!! URGH~ that causes the delay of pictures.

schooool has never been fun. there were so many breaks in between but friends made me step in class every other day. haha.

it was just boredom that leads me to blog.
i have run dry of ideas.
im BORED. BORED. and BORED.

i want to buy a PS2. it's just RM499 !
woohoooo

hi again. I am proud to announce that i have did what there is to be done . I did my exams . i did the supplementary exams . i did the Coffee Master Challenge . i got through the Coffee Presentation and finally receivd my black apron . i manage to work my targeted graveyard days . how coooool is that ?

i still have a couple more things up on my sleeves. but i let it to rest for this moment.

i came late for almost the entire shift i worked this week. i came at 530 once and 4.30 the other time. oh hell. i was really tired. i did things really slow. was even commented by the shift manager. yeah yeah i was exhausted. i just do not know why. things were getting hoo-haa for the trip to KL this coming month with a couple of us. urgh! why can't they just let us go?

la la la ~

Febuary 16th to March 21st. that was how loooooong i did not bother to blog. exams were way over and results were released today. haha. i fair alright but worst than ever with the habit of skipping lectures and not attending lab sessions that were completely draggy and boring. time to change. for the better of course.

does anyone ever change for the worst? perhaps not.

Coffee Master. I passed the challenge that was plain dumb but was fruitful afterall. thanks to the many people who have guide me along. MADNESS. i still remember the night before the test they were shooting me with all sorts of questions that left me dumbstruck. haha. I'll sooon be wearing a black apron i guess. it's just an apron. no big deal. (:

Mosiac. amaazing. i fell in love with Jazz. instrumental. there was a local group of musicians. a cello. piano. guitar. and drums. a mixture of instruments that produced beautiful piece of melody. MADNESS. open category soon came after. kids. adults. one by one came up on stage to play a peice they prefer. that if you have the talent to play on them. and that part was super COOLNESS in Mosiac. Esplanade for once i thought was the wonderful place in Singapore. you seldom get to watch live musicians in the street. or by the river. or whatver it is. so that was MAD. simply MADNESS. haha.

and for the record. i have started to purchase and listen to beautiful pieces of music composed by well known musicians from the west. that goes really well with a cup of my favourite hot tea. (:

i miss a couple of my friends. it's funny why i miss someone whom i ever hate. haha. i miss the hang outs and the Alfiah prata sessions. blasting the sounds of radio in my car. but too bad. things can never be the same again. anyhow, i miss the hang outs with my best company of friends.

Lina + Zack + Elly = MADNESSS !! i think i had this mathematical formula before.
i miss you guys like crazy.

Fidude + Elly + Coffee = COOOLNESS !! i had not use this mathematical formula before but oh hell. coffee sessions at night and pouring all problems. you'll definately leave with a Tall or Grande of Starbucks Cup with relief.

i miss the hell of more others. Kendra + Sijia. Starbuckers.

work. work. work and work. thats what i have been doing so far.
lepak. lepak. lepak and more lepak sessions.

it's 6. i need some sleep.
thank you so much for reading.
i see you again?

ohh how great! my precious notebook is with Si Jia for almost a week. i miss my notebook. it is more user friendly than the I-Mac i am using now. geez. haha. exams are drawing near. coffee master challenge is coming soon. coffee presentation is after those 2. i worked straight afternoon shift since tuesday. and graveyards this weekend. madness. i have to make time for my school so i took a week off next week. hahaha.

life has been so wonderful with many many new friends and hang out sessions.
looking forward for the many more.
let's have supper again.

the last time i saw kendra was on new year's eve. and i saw her again yesterday. hahaha. this time in the void deck of a block in simei. hoow awesome. but it still cant beat 271. where the aunties in 7-11 recognise you and chat with you throughout your journey to get 2 bottles of green tea or mabe a pack cigarette. the toilets are near. i almost pee on my pants in simei. hahaha. thank God Vivo city's toilet are not close. i met Emy and Zack after Kendra and we had supper at Al-Amin. cheeeeeeese prata. maddness. hahaha. it was 430 when i got home.

graveyard again today. i cant wait to get my pay. im almost to super broke. haha. i desperately need to revamp my cupboard. haha. desperately. luckily i have a piece of $10 that i saved somewhere in a dictionary. hahaha. at least that could help me get by.

counting down to 7th Febuary: 4 DAYS

i just need to wait 4 days. hahaha.
i miss everyone in schoool except Has.
Has is history. loooking forward for a new present life which is superbly cooooool. and madness.

at least i don't hear KAKAK say this and i should listen to KAKAK and KAKAK said that. well hell to that KAKAK. all she does is bitch around and "advising" crap. all because she's from Polytechnic. HELLLOOOOOO? i think 1 million people have graduated from polytechnic. you are not alonee. i may not be as wise as you. at least i know myself better. don't judge me. u just know me by my name. (: only God have the right to judge me. so shut your blooody mouth and lead your own life.

what an asshole.

this is my blog. i write what i want as long as i do not break the laws. if you are unhappy with my thoughts. just a simple sentence. fuck off and rot in hell. that would be all.

May Allah Bless you.

i had always wanted to shop but i was afraid to spend. hahaha. i have the money but i was afraid i would be left with zero. maybe 2bucks. haha. i spent 40bucks with the gila-s at Ikea Tampines. haha. it ws a minute of pressure. to turn left to zahid's home or right to Ikea.
"Uncle turn right to Ikea pleeease" i said. hahahaha. and yeah thanks to Ikea who robbed me 40bucks from my bank. but i looooove it. hahaha. my rooom is beautiful.

i spent a couple of other days with Zahid and Emy. and 2 days with Fid. haha. i like his jacket from Topman. yeah. TOPMAN. omg. the shop that none of us would visit. apparently this season is beautiful. hahaha. i like~ muji shoes are coming. hahaha. and i got a couple of tee from Fid. his unused tees. thanks to him who robbed me too.

im on spring clean mode. i'd love to clean my rooom now. i'll touch on networking. cause Has's been bugging Zahid on what is she suppose to do. hahahaha. i will email you on the topics that you should be working on. ok?! it won't be last minute. and u wont spent another night working on last minute project. don't worry lah. hahahaha

Has is on study mode. i hope you will succeed in whatever your dreams are. (: one of which i learnt. She's trying to prove to us that she could make it. it's a goood thing but u did it the wrong way. hahaha. and ohh hld on to your brain. you said it's going to burst. hold it. hahaha. and pleeease do not brag if you learn.

"where got i brag. he's just childish to think that way..." you will reply that? hahaha let me explain.

"meekness and modesty are two branches of Iman; and vain talking and embellishing are two branches of hypocrisy." Prophet Muhammad's saaying.

be modest.
humble.
low or inferior in station or quality.

we will all make it someday.............(not by copying)

hooow coooooooool can it get?!

circle of friends are expanding. humongous. hahaha. i have another friend who have passed his Traffic Police Driving Test with 6 points. that is maaadness. haha. i knew you could drive Sallehin. it was the boys day out on a tuesday evening. we catch a movie. we met emy at the Coffee Bean. and it was fun. haha.

but the most cooooolest part of everything should be clearing the air. haha. okk yeah things were really bad between myself and Ruzaini. maybe you could blame on miscommunication. or maybe you could blame it on egos? or maybe it just that we dislike each other. hahaha. but hell. we're coool now. we're friends now. and that should be the way. no grduges. we said our piece on that tuesday itself. and i thank god for that moment.

on top of the cooooooolest part of this wee, it still suck to hear some news. haha. hooot news. reaaaal hoot. hahaha. things can never be the same again. i thought it was bad. but that news made it worst. hahaha. i have never thought you would stab me from my back. i really never thought you could ever do that. hahaha.

it was hell of a time in _____________________________ anyway....
fill it up for me. i bet you know where is it. hahaha. GEEZ.

oh hell yeah. hahaha. geez. every sunday night means no sleep night for us. hahaha. it has been a couple of weeks since we last slept throughout the night. and be late for the first class of the day which is the bloooooooooody Database Management. hell. i'm at ruzaini's home after hajar's and zahid's. we had a little gathering one night in my home once before. that totally suck.

Cranberries Linger suddenly appeared to have a little meaning to it. i have thought that the song was Lullaby that would make us SLEEP. and SNORE. but it meant otherwise.

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn
Don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not that rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything


I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew

its for a friend. geez. maybe im too numb to the attitude. too used to the enviroment.

it never ends.............

She said to me, "Go easy on me."
Won't you tell me what the 3 friends said?
When they came down for you,
Smoked nine till seven,
All the shit that you could find,
But they couldn't escape from you,
Couldn't be free of you,
and now they know there's no way out,
And they've really cool now for what they've done.
They were FRIENDS just trying to have some fun.

Really sorry now, they weren't to know.
They got caught up in your talent show,
With you pernickety little bastards in your fancy dress,
Who just judge each other and try to impress,

Look who's alone now,
It's not me, its not me.
Those three friends,
They've got a semi by the sea
Got to ask yourself the question, where are you now?
Got to ask yourself the question, where are you now?

HAHAHAHAHA. c-h-i-l-d-i-s-h. i think that word came about from someone who has a KIDDY mindset. and that's a whole load of SHIT. childish. aweeeeeeesome. i had a couple of friends who discuss about the Malay society. haha. i could not type in out in words or i'd be charged in court for racist statement though im Malay myself. ops!i should not have type that statement here. i'd never know if someone's gonna be like a fucking kiddy bastard covered with a mask on your head. "HEY TEACHER! HE COPIED DURING EXAMS!!!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Emy and Zahid, pleeeeeeeeeease help to remove the knife stab from my back.
Appreciated.

and hey you, don't play with knives. it's dangerous. didn't that person whom you praised to be ALL-MIGHTY taught you well enough not to play with knives?! Geez. learn more. that hurts. ouch

ohh. i hope this semester would end real sooooooooooooooooooooon. i can't wait to have that someone to fuck offfffffffffffffffffffff! HAHAHAHAHA. i swear to God All Mighty. ahh, only GOD can be praised ALL MIGHTY. you'll be awarded that honor from me. HAHAHAHA

warning:
Siapa makan chili, dialah yang rasa pedas. jaaaaangaaaaaaaaan terasaaaaaa.
i've known of 2 whom already thought i was refering to them. hehe.
one told me personally.
the other had a detour to a friend of mine.
cooooooooooolness.

i solemnly declare schooooool sucks. my grades have just enough air to breathe to live for another semester. my lecturers are loooking for me for many reasons. im struggling in today's presentation. it was last minute. that minute could kill us or save us. thank God for that minute. haha. report is in the process. omg. its all getting haywire. im cooooooooooooooked. damn!

school started at 8 this morning. Three of us that includes Zahid and Hajar, came to school where the carparks were free from cars. the makcik at the malay canteen was especially nice to us. "Adikk, nak makan ape?" omg. that was the first polite sentence that ever came out from her mouth. she usually goes with " NAK APE?!?! CEPAT CEPAT!!" that loses ur bloooody hungry appitete to eat for the moment. but hell. its all because that stall is the solo halal stall in the huge canteen. whaaaaaaaaaat to do? makan sahaja lah.

everybody's changing. haha. zahid has grown into a blooooody sick man. emy's has became an all rounder. my fiingers would tire if i were to type everything out in alphabets. my fellow lysians are reminising about the past. the gooooood old days in schoooool. and we're all in the same boat because we're blooody lysians. we're taughtt to be how we are now. never forget your roooooots people. hahahaha.

friend.
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement.
friends are not shitheads that you cling on to and release it when you feel like it. hahaha

i have seen through you. and i am least bothered with your acts. maybe i should vote you for the PELAKON TERBAIK 2006/2007 in the upcoming REALITY AWARD SHOW that i soon would create in my imagination. you're very goooooooooooooood with PRETENDING of nothing's going on. and a superb reason to support your actions, i do not know. HAHAHA. that rock a thrillion for the award show. im sooo sure you would sooooon be awaarded with the noble award if God permits. just oneeeee fine day. when you have noone around. im sure u'll received that noble award i sent God to specially award it to youu. hahaha. Insyallaaaaaaah. i don't plan your fall. im in no position of doing that. i don't plan to be friends if u don't wish to. i have plenty of other friends. i just hate pretence.

pretenders deserved to die. they don't deserve to live in this world. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

*ellyas is in evil mode*

thanks emy for the crap line that got blooody hoooooooooooooooooked to me .

i just found something in someone just plain weird somedays. haha. pathetic is what i felt. that plays a major part in the character.

rude.
ill-mannered.
ill-bred. lacking in refinement or grace.
crude.
a couple more ridiculous attitude seems hard to type out in this blog.

whaaaat a shithead. talk to me. don't lie to me. don't look into my eyes. don't give me that fucking attitude. if u wish, just FUCK OFF! hahaha. FUCK OFF is what i think u should just do in events like this. hypocrisy is what i hate most. and i have doubts in your words and actions. please do not be selfish. you are not the only human that have feeeeelings. everyone else does too. haha. omg. i'm just lost of words to say. my toungues are tied. i know i've wasted my saliva and breathe talking to you.

WHATEVER is not an offence in Ruzaini's dictionary but it does mean WHAAAAAAAATEVER to me. so i just have to say WHAAAAAATEVER to the kid that is n the entry today.

i've given up on you. do what u wish. hohoho.
selamat tinggal.

new tahun. new stories. new everything. and most importantly new azam. finally the azam is working a little on a couple of us. haha. we have not have a single missing attendance of any module since 2007. i would have print screen my Student Attendance System if i am at home. this computer is pentium 1. they need to upgrade this computer.

new place to sleep too. haha. we have found a very comfortable place for us to sleep in school while waiting for the next class. sometimes we have 2 or 3 hours break and the weather just forced us to sleep. and oh new stories. hot stories. i'm sure it would pop like a bloooooody popcorn if it were to publish in the newspapers.

hate.
the emotion of hate.
a feeling of dislike so strong that it demands action.
Hypocrisy.
act of pretending to have beliefs, virtues and feelings that one does not truly possess.

siapa yang makan chili, dia lah yang rasa pedas! haha. i hate someone who has 2 faces. nice upfront. and fucked up behind. andd ohh ppleease!! hate for a childish reason is just sick. plain retard. that group of human beings are supposed to be classified among the Bizlink. hohoho! retards. childish but smart.

retard: someone bitch about me. but amazingly he bitch to my FRIEND. hohoho. how retard can that be.

childish: someone bitch like a kid. u know during our primary school days. "hey kita tak nak geng awak lah!" HAHAHAHA.

smart: it contradicts with retard. the good thing of bitching about me to my FRIEND is i'll know about it sooooooner or lateeer.

how sick! polytechnic students behaving like a primary school kid. power to the peeople! ((: that excludes kids. anyhow, i have recived my pay. it was so memuaskan lah. shooooooping !! it is time for me to grab new clothes. for the new year and new blooody foolish school friend and the cooolest friends in schooooool.

please do not bitch. or else you end up like the fucking taxi driver. that was hell. a hell brought to earth. i still want to continue with. OH FUCK YOU'RE FUCKING CHILDISH! i'll end here.

you bitch to the wrong person!

it was emy's first day of work after such loooooong holiday. we have waited for her to finish work at Vivo City's Coffee Bean. hohoho.

me + has + zahid + emy = MADNESS !!!!!!!!!!