mixed emotions

right now, i really don't know how i am feeling. "oohh its kakak's birthday, lets go and celebrate..and also your birthday" they said. when its my birthday noone even thought of that. maybe im too sensitive. and now i got my car keys snatched. THANKS. cause i got another ticket of ERP. but for fuck sake its just $8.50. and its all thanks to my sister who took the cashcards out of the car. and its MY fault. damn idiotic. thanks man. its always my fault. FARK IT lah !!!!!!!!!!