HAHAHAHAHAHA. ok maybe i need to grow up. maybe i was the one started this ugly argument. and the funniest part i should declare is "should i spent my money repaying someone who earns $200/mth or repay someone who gets $800 easily" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. OMG. what do u exactly mean by that. raking up the past for a reason. not to mock. but to make you realised. still remember when i got my first salary, i got you and Amy both a pair of shoes. i wonder. when you got your first pay, have you spent a cent on me? i still remember again, you wanted to keep some money to watch movie with your partner and did not have money to eat. and who was the fool that fork out his money on you to get some food. never would i ask you back even if its a cent. the least i asked is to be felt appreciated. maybe thats too much to asked for.

comparing others from you, i treated all equally. maybe i am just too nice. maybe i am too kind. or dumb in some ways. many borrowed money from me. and each return back without me asking. sometimes even to my friends who cant afford, i gave them some cash should i meet them. and they returned my favour with a cup of drink or a pack of ciggerettes. i felt appreciated. (: but all these while instead of you realising your mistakes, you mock me with your entries in your blog. i need to grow up. i am like secondary school kid. HAHAHA. maybe i should. sigh. fuck what i said it dont mean shit now. fuck off friends.