these few days was very busy with school work...projects..and studying for term tests..and been a while since i last log in into the net..i found it weird myself..i'm afraid..pretrified..something's going wrong in me..praying hard to the Lord to cure this mad thing that is going on..i wonder why..why me..disappointment..am such a disappointed to everyone..and disappointed with once called friends..maybe sometimes friends should not exist..better to be a loner..sigh..to make it super worst..i failed my basic theory which i studied like totally madness..GOD..what's happening to my life..everythings going hay wire..the dude i trusted and shared my problems dun seem to be trusted afterall..promised not to tell any soul in this planet..but instead his girlfriend got to know..sigh..friends..making a cow of me are just their job..anyone just actually care for my presence in my life?everything just see me as a friend at the moment..and just a another friend..maybe i'm in search of my identity..maybe not..maybe someday we will just find out who are friends who help me in times in need..don't come talking to me about trust..cause i can't trust anybody..maybe the only one who can hear my cries is just the Lord AlMighty.